The need for gratitude

I need to be grateful, for I am feeling quite depressed (for use of a better word).  I feel like a failure for a mother, in fact to let you know how negative I am feeling, at this moment in time I would say I should not have more children, because I cannot rear them properly.  Now I know that this has to be an exaggeration so I am going to focus on the positive.
1.  I have children and a husband who vocally express their love for me without prompts.
2.  I am able to stay at home, which requires that I grow and stretch.

Home

We returned from a 2 week vacation to Idaho and Utah Monday.  This having been said I am grateful for...
1.  Our home here in Mississippi, to return to and be comfortable in.
2.  The home in which I was reared.  My parents are amazing.
3.  The home in which Kyle was reared.  His parents taught him so many important truths.